I feel so lost and so utterly hurt. I can’t do anything anymore. I am completely defeated. I have been discarted in such a foul way it hurts so much.
I’m at the end of my rope. there is no kindness nothing in sight. I literally lost everything. and I can’t seem to shake all the words the promises that they would always be there no matter what even if we aren’t together.
they know how much I am hurting and they’re telling themselves hey I was patient I tried. I had to block them for my safety. I unblocked about a week ago.
I’m not reaching out don’t worry nor will I ever. I just am so broken I am in psychical pain was in bed from last Thursday and nothing is helping. I worked today I can handle that sure.
but this is it now. so much pain that honestly I do not wish on anyone.
this is too much. and my friends are their friends and the ones I have are too far away. my parents just say oh go out.
I am so broken I don’t think this can be fixed anymore.
Last updated on:2026-07-28T17:40:29+05:30
Comments (6)
the only thing that helped me at my lowest was stopping myself from checking for any sign they'd come back, because every peek ripped the wound open again.
I have nothing to check. I unblocked them because at least now I know they won’t bother me again. but I don’t check their socials don’t want to as that will make me feel worse. they’re happy without me and they broke me but they don’t even care about that.
you say you don't think this can be fixed anymore, do you mean the relationship, or are you worried about yourself too?
the second part
lying in bed for days after i got discarded too, and the physical pain shocked me. blocking him to keep yourself safe was one of the hardest things i ever did
thank you for your response. it’s shocking how much it hurts.