It’s been a little over two weeks since we parted ways because he’s an exchange and who knows if we’ll see each other again. We do keep in touch, we talk almost every day. our recent conversation had died 2 days ago tho, and i may be overthinking but distance and different lifestyles are setting us apart even more. he’s settled in with his old lifestyle by hanging out with his friends and family that i think he doesn’t care anymore. he’s probably tired of reaching out since he’s always the one doing that, i still send small updates tho but i guess it’s not enough. i feel like i’m not enough. i want to stop anticipating his notifications and decoding every message cuz it messes with my head. i’ve gotten attached to him that every sign seems a glimpse of hope for our future that doesn’t exist. he can’t date me because i’m not religious. even if i was would he date me because of shared beliefs and not out of love? why do i try atp? how do i stop centering my life around him?i want to detach to the point where it doesn’t affect me whether or not he texts me
Last updated on:2026-08-26T11:22:29+05:30
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’ve been there with the waiting for the notification and reading way too much into every little change in texting. i used to let one good message make my whole day and one quiet day ruin it, and that was exhausting
I feel the same..