Why tomorrow feels so heavy for me

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A few months ago, we had planned for me to go to his town for one week from 31st of august to the 7 of Septembe.
To say goodbye before my exchange year

this day is tomorrow and i am obviously not going.
i packed my lugagges for my grandmother instead of for him and my heart broke.
hurt a little deeper tonight.

Last updated on:2026-08-31T22:32:56+05:30

Comments (6)

Square10
Square10 3 wks ago

having plans that kept me going, then watching the day arrive with nowhere to go and nobody to see. be extra gentle with yourself tonight.

estellemrt
estellemrt 3 wks ago

that's really kind, i hope that when it was your turn, you were kind with yourself !

blueBerry1
blueBerry1 3 wks ago

i can feel how much tomorrow is sitting on your chest. do you think it's seeing him you miss most, or the goodbye you thought you were finally going to get?

estellemrt
estellemrt 3 wks ago

i think it's seeing him, i gave up the hope of saying goodbye two months ago

Grapefruit1
Grapefruit1 3 wks ago

when a date you planned around suddenly turns into a date you have to survive. packing that bag for someone else instead of him would’ve broken me too

estellemrt
estellemrt 3 wks ago

i'm glad to have people here who understand me, thanks you for that