Why can't i let go? moving on feels impossible

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i says as the sun is still in the sky.
but truth is?
I still spray his perfume on my plushie because i cannot sleep without it.
I feel so pathetic because while i cannot sleep without a reminder of him, he's sleeping with his new girl.

Last updated on:2026-09-02T22:57:19+05:30

Comments (8)

Square10
Square10 2 mths ago

i felt pathetic too when my nights told a completely different story than my daytime.

estellemrt
estellemrt 2 mths ago

we cannot do anything about it :(

10Bobcat8
10Bobcat8 2 mths ago

i know how loud nights can get. do you miss him when you reach for the perfume, or the comfort of feeling like he’s still close?

estellemrt
estellemrt 2 mths ago

the confort of the feeling tbh, closing my eyes and imagining

xoxos3
xoxos3 2 mths ago

i used to keep one of my ex’s hoodies beside me just so the room didn’t feel so empty at night. that “i moved on” line can hide SO much pain. 💔

estellemrt
estellemrt 2 mths ago

glad i'm not the only one, how did you manage to stop?

ChillFlow791
ChillFlow791 2 mths ago

I felt that.

estellemrt
estellemrt 2 mths ago

how are u dealing with if