im back here for work. im gonna quit in 6 months. i wanna like this country so bad but i have no one here. the loneliness has been eating me alive and even more now that i broke up with the german ex. gosh, nighttime is gonna be absolutely shit.
Last updated on:2026-09-19T01:43:11+05:30
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forcing myself to leave the apartment even when i wanted to disappear into bed. i’d find a cafe, walk around, call someone back home, anything that kept me from sitting alone with the same thoughts for hours.
i keep thinking about this part, “i wanna like this country so bad,” do you have anyone back home you can call when the nights get really heavy?
i’ve had that kind of loneliness after a breakup, where being somewhere new suddenly feels ten times more empty because the one person who made it feel like home is gone. nighttime was the worst for me too, everything got so damn loud when there was no one around
exactly 😔😔 i hope you are feeling better with each passing day 🫶