im back here for work. im gonna quit in 6 months. i wanna like this country so bad but i have no one here. the loneliness has been eating me alive and even more now that i broke up with the german ex.
i sooo wanna break no contact, i miss talking with them 😔😥😢😣
i had an ex before my last relationship. we broke up because i moved to another continent to pursue my phd, and i couldnt handle the long distance relationship. he was the most patient human being ive
im about to leave my home country in 3 days. i'm scared shitless about being in a foreign country again, this time as someone single. the loneliness is going to hit me like a bullet train. im so not l
yeah i know time heals but why cant we just have a remote control to fast forward through this shit. i just want to move on, feel good about myself again, and find someone who loves me for me. fuck th
nighttime is always the hardest for me. ive always been alone during my panic attacks. i just wanted them to stop. i wanted to disappear. one minute feels like eternity. i wish my ex could feel what i
when my relationship ended, i was on vacation in my home country. i still am. in about a week, ill be back to the country where he is in and where my job is located. im feeling nervous about being bac
im about to turn 30 and my relationship ended a few days ago. im not sure if i ever want to go back to the dating game. like sure ill be open to going on dates if someone sets me up or if a friendship
i bet now you feel relieved that im gone. im so waiting for the moment when it finally hits you. that im not coming back. you wont see me begging.
i want to break no contact so bad but i need to be strong. i need to value myself. after all, the relationship cannot be repaired by me alone. i cannot keep waiting for you.
ive never tried so hard to change myself for anyone else. only for you. and yet youre the only one who has ever said that theyre deeply disappointed in me. ive never felt so unloved. i feel like im a
i miss you so much. so many times i wanted to just text you and call you. youre my best friend. my life feels so empty without you. i dont know if i can keep on going. i hate myself for having this a