I've been happy without her, yes i think about her a lot but it wasnt with sadness for a while until tonight... I dont know what caused it but I miss her so much, I wish i could just have the version of her that still loved me I miss the way she'd hug against me I miss when she used to get so excited over small things I wish I was over her completely and just be made at peace but I'm not... it's been almost 4 months...
Last updated on:2026-09-28T22:44:12+05:30
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i stopped expecting myself to be completely over my ex before i could feel at peace. some days i missed her badly, some days i barely thought about her, and i just let the day be what it was instead of turning one painful night into a story about how i was back at the beginning.
i’ve had nights like this where i genuinely thought i was finally okay, then one random wave hit and suddenly i missed every little thing about my ex. it made me feel like i’d lost all my progress, even though i hadn’t.
i really feel the part about wishing you could have the version of her who still loved you, do you think you’re missing her as she is now, or the feeling of being loved by her back then?
Sending you a big hug. It’s okay to miss someone while still moving forward. 🫂
I can relate buh you have come so far .That wave of missing her makes sense. You can miss the way she used to be and still be healing. Hope tonight gets softer for you. Sending you hugs 🫂 and strength 🤍
4 months is no small feat. you are doing better. im right there with you. *deep breaths*
Hugss. I feel the same and it feels heavy and awful