I know for a fact I miss her but I feel like it's me missing what I used to have of her I just wish I was nicer to her throughout our relationship and maybe I would've still been with her, i have full regret of how I treated her the last 2 and a bit months of our relationship and i feel like she will be the last person I'll ever have :( she never deserved the way I treated her and id do anything to go back and stop myself
Last updated on:2026-10-12T03:13:12+05:30
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you are human and you made mistakes, but beating yourself up over what you wish you did differently is just a way of trying to rewrite an ending that was already happening
i feel this in my bones because that crushing guilt of looking back and wishing you could take back the way you acted at the end is a special kind of hell. i spent months replaying every bad reaction and every harsh word, convincing myself that if i had just kept my cool, i would still have my person.
she pull away first during those last two months, or did you both just get trapped in this awful feedback loop of hurting each other
she pulled away first bc she assumed i was cheating and she was overthinking during those months