I dont even want him back, if he ever messaged me I'd ignore it, but i think I don't fully block him because I'm scared discord will delete all our messages, and I want evidence of all the shit ways he treated me, and I think an even smaller part of me hangs onto the good ways, the ways I want someone else to treat me. I miss feeling loved. my sister has been stepping up, but familial love isn't the same (not to mention when college starts back up she'll go back to pushing me away) 😞
Last updated on:2025-07-08T11:23:02+05:30
Comments (8)
I’m glad your sister is there for you even if it’s not the same. You’re not alone you’ll get through this.
You’re being so honest with yourself and that’s a huge step forward.
Missing love is natural but don’t settle for anything less than what you truly deserve.
It’s tough but you’re doing great by recognizing what you need and what you deserve.
You’re allowed to feel conflicted. Missing love is human but you deserve someone who treats you right from the start.
mmmhmmm sisters can be than way and and the fact that you want to keep messages as a reminder of how you ought to be treated or not treated i think that makes sense to me
I get where you’re coming from. It’s hard to let go completely but you’re doing the right thing by focusing on yourself.
Healing takes time it’s normal to hold onto both the good and bad memories.