Day 17 of no contact. Deact my Insta a week ago. i do not want her to think that my posts are about her. Ew. Funny cos i secretly checks her messenger from time to time if she updates her profile pic… whenever i am on my phone. LOL. Aside from this, my mind has been preoccupied. I forget about her in most times, except when i am with my fon. The cravings to message her has lessen too. Cant wait to finally move on!!
Last updated on:2025-08-08T05:47:00+05:30
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funny how the phone becomes the last place they live. not the memories, not the day. just the screen.
thanks for pointing that out. i dont know what your religious congregation is… but ever since my heart break i am returning to my core beliefs (religious). i was just reminded of my Pastor’s preaching. we have to pray to dominate our usage of this device. it shouldnt overpower us. it’s just a device. we should be the master. i recently prayed to be the master of my phone. sounds silly but i kinda feel it’s working.
that sounds like progress tbh. it’s wild how the mind forgets more when you don’t feed it. you’re getting your hours back.
i inagine her posting my old messages in her froup chat and laughing about it. that changes my mood!
i hated that part. knowing she could still look at mine if she wanted. felt stupid checking hers like some addict. like what for?
who instilled that rule in to your mind. they are not our master! block her! easier said but i hope you muster that courage….
Progress is good and just remember how strong you are being. Big step would be deleting and blocking messenger......removes that ache and that urge.
i just told lowmini that this blocking thing is easier said than done. so i just deactivated my insta for now. i will block her once i have gathered the courage. the love and pain still sting