I hate how you crowd my mind,
I hate how you own a heart that isn’t yours,
I hate how I can’t breathe when I remember the hurt gave me,
I hate how I don’t remember your laugh,
I hate how I can’t see you make silly faces anymore,
But most of all,
I hate how it ended,
How you’re okay,
Im not,
Constant questions follow me everywhere,
“Did you really love me?”,
“Why did it end up like this?”,
oh the yearn I have,
the desire to be loved,
but only receive hurt,
the river flows down my eyes,
as I see you slowly forget me,
I hate you,
but I love you
Last updated on:2025-10-16T11:32:24+05:30
Comments (4)
do you think you hate them more for leaving, or for not feeling the same pain you’re stuck with?
Him not feeling the same way as I feel has definitely impacted me in a negative way. Im hurt by his actions and he doesn’t care, that messes with your heart.
writing it out like this actually helps a lot. keep letting it out the love, the hate, all of it. that mix of emotions is part of healing, even if it doesn’t feel like it rn
i remember writing stuff like this when my ex moved on like nothing happened. i hated him for breaking me, but also hated myself for still loving him