i saw my old pictures, before dating him, i was full of life, i was like the happiest soul on earth and all of it was like on my own, i needed no man, i was gymming the hardest, i had my cgpa up, and with friends i was having like the best college life ever, then he appeared out of nowhere- lonely and depressed, i decided to help him out of it, i talked to him daily, listened to everything and said that no you're not alone and i will not leave your side, atleast not like this, slowlyy, he turned happier, he became happy, he thanked me, and he was so happy to be w me
and i was too, but i noticed a shift in me, i wasn't as jolly as i used to be, i grew sad, and with time, alot more sad and depressed, just like how he was in the start, i became him slowly..but i was like never like that to even begin with,
eventually i got depressed, insecure and what-not. i lost myself and now i am looking at old clips of myself where i was happy
he said atleast we have these beautiful memories but to me they are nothing now, to me those memories are just a horror documentary titled "how to kill Devanshie's Happiness"
Last updated on:2026-03-15T04:10:04+05:30
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you think about those old videos of yourself, do you feel more anger at him for what happened, or more sadness for the version of you that feels lost now?
i had a relationship where i was the one holding him together too, late night talks, always making sure he felt less alone. somewhere along the way i realized i had slowly become the sad one and he was fine. that shift messed with my head for a long time.