16 days and i think I've been doing well maybe, i just feel like i am trying to move on fast, like quickly get over all this.. so i can move on with life and actually live my life like be happy, meet new people, and go to new places without suddenly zoning out or having urge to text him or call him..
it's weird tho, even in those 16 days, i barely had any urge to call or text him, instead i was feeling like not doing so, i don't know i just don't feel like contacting BUT what i am actually doing rn, I wonder if it's healthy or not? so i have been binge watching series, one by one on repeat, and i have been avoiding going to uni or attending classes, sometimes i attend but majorly i don't, i barely meet my friends yea but i didn't cut everyone off completely, I just talk to a few from time to time and even meet them..and it's just therapy which i go to, my therapist asked me to journal when triggered but day by day i have been getting less triggered
am i moving on? or am i just distracted?
also sometimes i do breakdown but now i just don't get tears in my eyes that easily, tbh when i was in the relationship, I'd cry so easily over little fights, now even if i listen to sad songs and try to cry, i just can't cry, it's like i stopped feeling things or something but i just get sad and in those moments i sit on the floor hugging myself or my pillow and then i get better and i go back to watching series.
he is somewhere drifting off my mind, because earlier i used to be obsessed, now sometimes i find myself not thinking about him
Last updated on:2026-03-23T16:27:03+05:30
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do you feel lighter without him, or just quieter inside?
i think you’re doing both, moving on a bit and also distracting.
after my breakup i went numb like that too, stopped crying even when i tried, just distracting myself with shows and avoiding life. it felt like i was “fine” but also kinda empty at the same time.