i had a really vivid dream about her last night.
it's been five years since we last spoke. in all that time i've had no way to contact her no way to check in on her not even a way to quietly see how she's doing. i think that lack of closure has made everything harder. when you know absolutely nothing your mind starts filling in the blanks on its own over and over again.
the relationship wasn't good for me. she said a lot of hurtful things and i spent years feeling mistreated. part of me still wishes i could tell her how much damage she caused make her understand my side or even get some kind of revenge. but i can't. so all that hurt anger and unresolved pain has nowhere to go.
Last updated on:2026-06-09T03:33:12+05:30
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when you think about her now, do you miss HER, or do you find yourself missing the chance to finally be heard and understood by her?
some people never fully understand the damage they caused. i spent so much energy writing speeches in my head for someone who was never going to listen anyway.
i went years without any contact too, and somehow the silence became its own kind of conversation because my mind kept inventing answers to questions i'd never get to ask. those dreams can bring everything right back.