so I’m sat here hoping he comes back it’s been a month since his discard email giving me no opportunity to talk or to clear stuff up, I asked about his stuff that’s here ignored, I’ve asked about giving him money I owe him, ignored. I’m still waiting for him. I even noticed he unblocked me off email last week.
I thought about it, if I found out he had another girlfriend. I think I would just block. 1) because that’s it done he won’t come back.
2) my hopes are dashed there’s no hidden reason.
3) it will hurt I will cry but if he couldn’t choose me and all I wanted to do was give him the world and he listened to his mother then nothing I do or say at that point will keep my own dignity.
4) why do I want to watch him be happy.
5) if he could discard me like this after four years and ghost. why do I want to hurt myself further by looking at his new girlfriend.
I will cut everything off because he made his choice and it’s not me.
right now I don’t know what he’s doing I hope he reaches out I check everyday and still have nothing I sent one email telling him how much I love him still also apologied if I stress him out.
please pray he gets in contact with me I miss him with every bone in my body 😔😔
Last updated on:2026-06-16T08:04:01+05:30
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yea my relationship was 3 years and I still think to myself should I wait for her? but after what she did to me its healthier for me to take some time get over it and move on there are more fish out there.
but best wishes dont hurt yourself more thinking about what it could be if they came back.
hey how u feeling?
if he never reaches out again, what would you want your life to look like six months from now? not what you'd want from him, what you'd want for yourself.
to be half way through my second year at uni, to be planning a trip to camp America 2027 to have done solo travelling, to not be hurting and hoping as much as I do right now
i hear how much you love him, but i also hear a part of you that already knows your dignity matters. when i was in that place, i had to stop asking whether they'd come back and start asking whether i could survive waiting forever.
I really want to get to that stage.
checking my inbox every few minutes after a breakup, convinced the next refresh would change everything. the silence felt louder than any argument. four years is a long time, so of course your body is still waiting for him.
I miss him, I keep using those online medium apps for the free talks and I feel worse now I’m convinced he doesn’t want to know me anymore I don’t know how I can fix this I miss him so much 😔