i miss him every day. every every every day. on saturday, it Will be one month since we broke up and last saw eachother. we have been doing on and off contact since. texting, liking eachothers pictures on Instagram and so on. but now, 4 days ago, we said that we would do no contact. it’s horrible. even though i havent seen him in person for one month i hate not having him at least in my phone. it has felt so safe to text about things and talking about our feelings and so on. i know that this is for the best, but i just miss him so so much. last night i cried about him for the first time in almost two weeks. it felt horrible. i keep re-reading our old texts and checking his Instagram. i just wish things were different
Last updated on:2026-07-31T00:48:16+05:30
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i know that ache of wanting to reach out so badly.
it hurts extremely bad
when you two decided on no contact, was it because you both knew you needed space to heal or because staying connected was making the breakup harder
definetely both. we have been kind of on and off for about 1-2 months before the ”breakup” and i know that i have to move on but i don’t want to. everytime we text we fall back into writing like usual, even though we know that it won’t work between us
the first weeks of no contact feeling like i lost my safest place, not just a person. i kept opening our chats too, just to feel close to him for a few minutes.
at least it seems you two parted in a good way. respectful. you will come to appropriate that.
well i guess..it’s just that i’m trying to find reasons to unlike him or hate him, feels like that would make everything easier. if i just didn’t love him so much
@SwiftSnap188 i understand this feeling completely.
@SwiftSnap188 for me that didn’t work even though they are a very bad person. makes everything worse on my end.