Ive been getting better lately praying daily working out trying to talk to new people and all the self betterment stuff.But i know i messed things up because i was judgemental and didt create a safe environment for her.Truth is it was my fault.So far ive been 80 days free without messaging her.I dont know if i actually want to message her.I sometimes miss the way she made me feel.She was the realest person id ever met.Now i do get attention from other women but i know they dont really view me as their number one.We broke up 4 months ago and were together 8 months .Today woudve been our anniversary.I do feel more human and happy and i know shes happy without me so im stuck.If anyone could please share some advice sorry this took a lot of time thank you for reading
Last updated on:2026-04-16T12:52:03+05:30
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you actually want her back, or do you just miss being someone’s number one like you felt with her?
i cleaned up my life after the breakup too, gym, routine, trying to be better, and it still didn’t bring her back. missing how she made me feel hit harder than missing her sometimes.