Why am i still holding on after everything?

Hola

Well done! Thsts incredible. I've only managed a day. In reality we are going to think about our ex for sometime. However, you have not reached out. I know if i do the whole spiral and merry go round willl start again.

what do you find yourself missing the most, him as he really was or the version of him you hoped he’d be?

i had to keep reminding myself that missing him didn’t mean he deserved me, it just meant i was attached. the feeling fades slower than the facts, but it does fade

i stayed stuck on someone who cheated on me too, replaying everything like my brain forgot the disrespect. it’s messed up how you can KNOW the truth and still miss them at the same time