Was at the gym on the treadmill, I thought I saw her at the window with her classmate holding hands..I know I'm not blind I don't know if I saw it right but, when I finished my workout, I just went out my way and saw them together and they saw me. As she saw me, she immediately pulled her hand away and waved at me.
Long story short, this classmate was one of my insecurities, and I was anxious about this guy. She reassured me about him and I kept pressuring her about him, even though she reassured me. We broke up almost one month ago..I can't control who she's with, I'm feeling really hurt and lowkey betrayed tbh..Part of me is happy, that she is happy. I used to pray every night that if we ever meet again, I would take care of her properly, and if not, for her to be truly happy... but I guess I got my answer today. What can I say.
Guess I'll just have to unfollow her everywhere...atp still following her will hurt me more..she was the girl that showed me true love, I know I fucked it up by ruining the attraction by being so desperate, but damn. I know it wasn't her job to fix me, and I respect that.
At least I learned, what can I say..it hurts a lot, I think of her almost everyday..but man..I don't even know what to say anymore..
Last updated on:2026-06-05T18:09:47+05:30
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you feel more hurt because she might be with him now, or because seeing them together made all those old fears and insecurities feel real in your head?
Both, but mostly the second one. It's a tough pill to swallow realizing my gut feeling was right from the start.
unfollowing was the right move for me. i kept telling myself i was strong enough to keep seeing updates, but all it did was reopen the wound every single day. sometimes protecting your peace is the only thing left to do.
seeing my ex with the exact person i was worried about during the relationship, and even though we were already broken up, it felt like i got dumped all over again
yea I feel your pain i just got out of a 3 yr and I was so in love..it hurts deep and then recently I found out about her new relationship with a guy I had suspected as her significant other..
Some stories dont have happy endings but our story isnt over yet we have a journey ahead of us but we will be alright.