but how? when 11 yrs he was who I reached for in the middle of the night or when I was sick or scared. Just the sound of his voice made everything instantly better. But nothing seems to last for very lomg anymore. He started to dim the day he told me he could do better. He stopped showing up for me. Stopped answering my calls. He was no longer available when I needed him. He made excuses for his absence and lied about being at work. All the classic red flags he threw in my face and yet told me I was craxy cause thats all I was looking for as if that dismissed why they were there in the first place. He knew I had been a destructive relationship before him. He knew I was.cheated on and how i lost everythimg.so he went ahead and did it anyways.
He told me I had no proof. Yet one morning st 300 am I was outside by where he & I used to smoke and I heard his car, then saw his car as it stopped at the.light in fromt of where i was hiding qnd then I saw her. The same lady who was parked next to him in the garage earlier that day. waiting by his car. He tells me I was seeing things.
i told him he was a coward and wrong in every way. He will never admit it and i dont even care if he did. I should have left him when he told me he could do better, everhthing else was just more broken glass
Last updated on:2026-06-27T14:53:43+05:30
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it never does. it blows my mind you can give every part of yourself to a man and theg always want what they cant have.
hearing you say 11 years and then how he just started slipping away like that, i feel that in my bones. i stayed way too long in something similar, kept thinking the old version of him would come back, it never did.