I’ve been in no contact for 51 days the last few have been harder than ever. but I didn’t reach out. cause I love her and if she doesn’t want me I’m not gonna try and disrupt that. I got a text from her tonight it just said “hey” I had missed her so much but when it happens you’re like I didn’t know it would be today. I’m a very anxious person. I got that text and I was just shocked. we talked a little and ofc I did my little anxiety throwing up like I do. it’s happened like 4 or 5 times and idk if I’m done. but idk. I don’t think she loves me anymore but idk then I’d think there’s no way she’d text me if she was talking to someone. anyway it’s only a matter of time before she disappeares again. I’ll just think of the rabbit with the pocket watch until then. have a good day.
Last updated on:2026-08-25T10:30:12+05:30
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getting that one tiny “hey” from my ex after weeks of silence and suddenly every feeling i thought i'd buried came rushing back. i was so happy and terrified at the same time.