Day 90. I’m proud of myself. ♥️
How does it feel? A mix of emotions. Some days, I feel sad; other days, I feel happy. Do I miss him? Of course~
I won’t deny that losing him was painful. I loved him sooo muuuuch~ But I care about my future and well-being more. The man I fell in love with changed so much that I no longer recognized him. And as painful as it is, that truth still remains.
I still love him, but I choose not to contact him. I know I made mistakes, too, and I’m willing to acknowledge them. All I can do now is learn from those mistakes, grow, and keep moving forward without looking back.
These days, I also feel more at peace and genuinely happy. I was happy with him, and I can be happy without him, too. I’m learning that while someone can add happiness to our lives, our happiness doesn’t have to depend on another person. Ultimately, we are responsible for creating our own happiness.
To everyone going through something similar, be kind to yourself. Healing isn’t always easy, but look at how far you’ve come. ♥️
Good luck to all of us! ^^
Last updated on:2026-10-24T22:01:12+05:30
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day 90 is HUGE, and reading this brought the biggest smile to my face.