I was looking for my friend's birthday to plan his gift and saw her name scrolling through the months

I was looking for my friend's birthday to plan his gift and saw her name scrolling through the months... my heart just dropped.
I miss her a lot but it’s been a while now and I’m mostly okay still I miss her voice and presence.. I messed it up in the end with poor communication and I guess she had enough of my BS but for a bit it was honestly perfect.
We both had our good and bad sides but it just couldn’t work I guess chemistry alone ain’t enough.

Last updated on:2025-03-03T17:49:11+05:30

Comments (5)

BigEye02
BigEye02 1 y ago

I got the I don't see a future anymore vibe too. Like they still loved me but couldn’t see how it’d work.
Still kinda stuck on that... like I'd build a future with someone I love outta mud bricks if I had to as long as I'm holding their hand I'm cool walking into the unknown.
Guess that wasn’t the same for them tho.

SkyBird
SkyBird 1 y ago

Maybe hit them up you might be surprised by what you find

VibrantOne
VibrantOne 1 y ago

My last gift to her was just leaving her be and becoming everything I showed her I could be.
All I can do now is take what I've learned and be a better man for the next one.

SkyBird
SkyBird 1 y ago

@VibrantOne Okay no hate but that really gets under my skin. Like I put in all this effort devoted myself even bought a house for the guy I thought I was gonna build a life with... just to get left behind so he can level up for someone else. Can't even explain how much of a slap in the face that is.

VibrantOne
VibrantOne 1 y ago

@SkyBird Sorry everyone's got their own stuff going on. She left me cuz she didn’t see a future for us or like, in her words would you wait for me to have kids? I didn’t care about that, I just wanted her like right then.
I’d choose love every time but it’s gotta be mutual otherwise I gotta choose me until the right person comes my way.