How is everybody feeling today❤️🩹................. I will go first I'm having so much of mixed feelings I love him but it time for me to let go since it's already a month of us not being together 💔 I'm still hurting but I'm out exploring 🔎 I do think about him alot but there nothing I can do. I started started to talk to people make friends 🧡 and go out again✨️ but I wish he was with me😮💨 .......... I wanna share alot with him but he's not mine anymore.... I wish I could still tell him how my day went and have him listen...😕 he hurt me really bad but I still love him 😔 ❤️🩹......... Sometimes I wish I could forget him completely I wish something could happen so I could😕....... One min I'm happily enjoying my day without him but then wish he was here to enjoy it with me🥺..................All my friends said I'm stupidly inloved with him but they don't understand what it means for someone to be a part of your everyday lives and suddenly you have to make yourself forget them🥹.........
Last updated on:2025-07-10T19:37:26+05:30
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I'm in the same boat. It's been 2 months for me. Some days are better than others. We will get through this. Have you tried volunteering? It made me feel really good to help others. I plan to do it on a regular basis. Hugs to you.
I'm ok thanks for posting
Thank you for sharing - I am only on day 12. I am trying new things - but 20 years with what I thought was my soulmate - I think of her constantly. I hope I can as you said “forget” her.
I just send you good thoughts and thanks for having the courage to share because it really hit home.
20years? together
20years? together
@CozyVibe788 yes. 20 years. still the “one and only” and for the rest of my life the one and only - I try and stay busy, workout, et cetera and shy talk always there in my thoughts. just trying hit one month then 6 months - it is supposed to get easier over time but time seems to be going unusually slow!!!!
I get it it’s tough when someone was such a big part of your life.
You’re doing amazing by exploring and making new friends. It’s okay to still think about him but don’t forget to focus on you.
You are doing great, going out and making friends – that is a great progress and courage. Stay strong ❤️
I know it hurts like hell – burying a person you love and who is still alive. But you know what? After surviving this, you will be so much stronger!
It's day 5 after breakup for me and I can completely relate to your feelings. I am not going out or anything, my flat is a mess, I cannot eat. My thoughts are fully occupied by the delusion of him coming back, which I know he will not. My templation to text him is unbearable... But I have to push through.
We just have survive, second by second, nothing more. I hope our strength will come back eventually. ❤️
You’re so strong for putting yourself out there and trying to move on.
Mixed feelings are so normal in situations like this. You’re healing even if it doesn’t feel like it right now.
I feel you on this. Letting go is never easy but you’re taking steps forward and that’s something to be proud of
your brain playing with u ,it just thoughs actually I also feel heavy but I believe after day goes I ll forget n it is just good n bad memories who doesn't hurt any more
It’s so hard to let go of someone who was such a big part of your life.