it takes 21 days to build a habit or break it, i had to break the habit of him, and 21 days with no contact, it all happened, yesterday i went to our usual meeting place, where he used to pick me up and we'd go to hang out or somewhere else, i went to that place, only and only to remind myself and to engrave it in my mind that no he is not coming, i stood there for a few minutes, waited for him like i used to wait before, i just wanted to tell myself that this is REALLY over, and ofcourse he didn't arrive...i turned back, and i started crying but i felt lighter, because there was certainity now that no he is not gonna be here..he will never come back...i wanted that hope to die, and it did.
i stopped waiting for him
i stopped thinking of how he is gonna return
because he won't.
and i deserve better than just waiting around for someone who left me.. who abandoned me... and never cared how i might be feeling..
i got my answer.
i got my closure.
i accepted.
Last updated on:2026-03-30T17:30:06+05:30
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what did it feel like in your body when you walked away that time… was it more relief or just quiet emptiness?
this actually took guts.
i’ve done something like this… went back to the exact spot we used to meet just to prove to myself he wasn’t coming. stood there way longer than i should’ve, hoping for a miracle i knew wouldn’t happen. walking away hurt like hell but yeah… that kind of closure hits different