First day with no contact! 4 years and 5 months of nothing!
All I got was lies more lies. Everything was my fault. He moved away from me to be closer to his ex wife. I lost our baby and he ran to his ex wife because she was upset about something and left me to deal with it on my own. I got cancer and he went out with his mates drinking the night the night be. He not once come to me since me dealing with cancer. But can run to everyone! But I have to show up to him. I leave my kids so I can go drive two hours away to be with him. He makes no efforts. And I feel absolutely broken! 😠Why? I don't want to feel like this anymore? Why did I give him so much time! I did everything for this man for what? I'm destroyed. He didn't care at all that we broke up. How can he do that ðŸ˜
Last updated on:2026-04-15T01:18:03+05:30
Comments (5)
are you safe right now, and do you have someone in your real life you can lean on through all of this?
i know it feels unbearable right now, but going no contact was the first real step that helped me get my power back. every time i wanted to reach out, i reminded myself how they treated me when i needed them most.
god this hurt to read… i’ve been there, giving EVERYTHING to someone who barely showed up, even during the worst moments of my life. losing your baby and fighting cancer and still being left alone… that’s a different kind of pain, i’m so sorry
You're worthy of love. Don't invest your energy in him anymore. You won't get anything good from it.
forgiveness is a loop when misunderstood, letting go sometimes is the ultimate forgiveness