Why can't i stop thinking about him

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today is the official one month of when I got dumped which just also happens to be my birthday he didn’t text or call neither did his family that stung a little considering how much I loved all of them I didn’t expect him to but I really wanted him to, I wanted him to tell me he messed up and wanted to fix this but I don’t think that’s going to happen considering the way he treated me and told me he’s been with a bunch of new girls and not that I even wanted him back if he actually did that but I was hoping he’d call tell me it was all a lie and he’s been really hurting but that’s not true he proved to me time after time that all he wants to do is hurt me now. but I just want my sweet boy back I want the life we planned

Last updated on:2026-04-29T17:45:05+05:30

Comments (4)

LoCCha
LoCCha 2 mths ago

do you think you’re missing who he is now, or the version of him that felt safe and soft with you?

musiclove
musiclove 2 mths ago

where you’re wishing he’d call and say it was all a lie… i lived there for a while

Jackfruit0
Jackfruit0 2 mths ago

my birthday came a few weeks after my breakup too and i kept checking my phone like maybe he’d remember, maybe he’d care. he didn’t. that silence felt louder than anything

AriasGX
AriasGX 2 mths ago

happy birthday, today it's the official 2 months for me, it's hard, I thought I had it under control in the first month, but that definitely wasn't the case. I had six relapses, I begged, I cried, I humiliated myself to ask him to come back. Even though she told me she'd fallen in love with someone else, I thought we could get back together, but it didn't work out. I had to block her so I don't expect any messages from her and it will be easier to resist temptation.You should do the same, but today, just for today, I hope you at least have a happy birthday, and that the lack of a message from someone doesn't diminish the value this day should have.