Why can't i stop thinking about him

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today is the official one month of when I got dumped which just also happens to be my birthday he didn’t text or call neither did his family that stung a little considering how much I loved all of them I didn’t expect him to but I really wanted him to, I wanted him to tell me he messed up and wanted to fix this but I don’t think that’s going to happen considering the way he treated me and told me he’s been with a bunch of new girls and not that I even wanted him back if he actually did that but I was hoping he’d call tell me it was all a lie and he’s been really hurting but that’s not true he proved to me time after time that all he wants to do is hurt me now. but I just want my sweet boy back I want the life we planned

Last updated on:2026-04-29T17:45:05+05:30

Comments (4)

LoCCha
LoCCha 7 hrs ago

do you think you’re missing who he is now, or the version of him that felt safe and soft with you?

musiclove
musiclove 10 hrs ago

where you’re wishing he’d call and say it was all a lie… i lived there for a while

Jackfruit0
Jackfruit0 14 hrs ago

my birthday came a few weeks after my breakup too and i kept checking my phone like maybe he’d remember, maybe he’d care. he didn’t. that silence felt louder than anything

AriasGX
AriasGX 19 hrs ago

happy birthday, today it's the official 2 months for me, it's hard, I thought I had it under control in the first month, but that definitely wasn't the case. I had six relapses, I begged, I cried, I humiliated myself to ask him to come back. Even though she told me she'd fallen in love with someone else, I thought we could get back together, but it didn't work out. I had to block her so I don't expect any messages from her and it will be easier to resist temptation.You should do the same, but today, just for today, I hope you at least have a happy birthday, and that the lack of a message from someone doesn't diminish the value this day should have.