it’s wild watching someone become everything they once said they’d never be. she used to hate that lifestyle now it’s all she lives. the values i fell for feel gone.
we broke up almost 11 months ago but until 2 months back she was still texting me late nights still checking in. then it just stopped. maybe someone new came along. funny thing is that didn’t even last either.
i won’t lie i’m still not over her. i loved her fully no half measures. seeing her repost stuff about talking stages and wanting real love almost made me laugh because that’s exactly what i gave her.
we didn’t end because love wasn’t there. it was distance and her past that got in the way. we were hours apart soon it would’ve been closer but even that wasn’t enough for her to try.
at some point i realized i wasn’t even missing her i was missing who she used to be. the girl i loved feels like a different person now in every way.
i used to see her as rare like once in a lifetime. clearly she didn’t see me the same.
people fight through miles through oceans just to stay together. i wasn’t even worth that effort even after she said i loved her the most.
what really hit me though i cried the other day because i can’t even remember her voice properly anymore.
that’s where i’m at. slowly forgetting someone who seems like they forgot me way faster.
it’s her life she can live it how she wants. but yeah it hurt seeing it all. made me realize i’ve been holding onto something that doesn’t exist anymore.
so i’m done. stepping back staying off socials putting that energy back into myself.
because she’ll meet a lot of people. but what i gave her real love loyalty showing up every single time… that’s not easy to replace.
Last updated on:2026-04-30T15:44:03+05:30
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stepping away from their socials saved me a bit. every time i checked, it reopened everything
i watched my ex turn into someone i barely recognized too, like all the things they once stood for just disappeared.
I know you’re hurting but everyone has their own journey, its okay if she has changed and it’s okay if you do too. You’re not supposed to stay loyal to a certain version of yourself, only to your heart. So if she wants to do all that let her, if you don’t, absolutely do not let her in or engage with her, but people will change.you need to live too.