Why do i act like i'm over him in front of everyone?

do you feel like you can be honest with at least one person in your life about how much you still miss him

smiling in front of everyone like i’m fine, then breaking down at night missing them like crazy. the dreams hit the hardest, it’s like your brain won’t let go even when you’re trying to

i can relate

I hate this for you cause I get it I'm going thru same crap keep that head. high don't settle for someone that ain't trying to fight for u gurl

You don’t have to be ready, give yourself time. It will get better, and it is better to let the feelings surface than to hide them.