How i'm coping after the breakup: my journey begins

- I totally blocked him from messaging and calling me and blocked his email address
- I set all my blogs to private right after the breakup, but my twitter was still up for days, altho I'd been keeping it private for for some time before then and we hadn't been following each other. deactivated it a couple of days ago.
- Chatting with ai for venting and to try to look at the whole thing from a "psychological" lens, etc. And learning about schizophrenia/schizoaffecfive disorder. (I don't know what he has, since he never underwent diagnosis, and seems to not believe in it/not believe it's that severe to seek professional help. he admitted though that he had paranoia and can be paranoid. I first i thought he was using the term "paranoid" in layman's/"nonclinical" sense, but some months before the cheating delusions, i witnessed him being paranoid regarding an unrelated issue, not connected to me.)