The delusional part of me believes that we’ll get back together. I miss him and despite all the bad he’s done I still want to be with him, in the same breath I know he can’t be the one for me.
Last updated on:2026-05-13T03:15:11+05:30
Why can't i let go of my ex?
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do you miss who he actually is now, or the version of the relationship you kept hoping he’d become?
Both; I genuinely accepted him for him, flaws and all. Not all parts of him were bad. The reality is the worst parts of him are what I don’t deserve and have to move on from.
I have been in this situation.This is what i do.Evrytime this hits, think even if he come back then for sometime, it will be all giggles n laughs.but again u.will fight, confusion, commotion n again back to square one.remember why you broke on first place and move on.
i don’t even think it’s delusional. when you love someone deeply, your brain keeps searching for the version of them that made you feel loved before everything went wrong.
i spent months missing someone who hurt me badly, almost like my heart and my brain were living in two completely different realities. one part of me wanted him back SO bad, the other part knew i’d never truly feel safe with him again.
you’re not crazy, your body is going through withdrawals. I just try to focus on what the universe has waiting for me. if it’s him, great, if not, great. easier said than done.