i had a mild panic attack the other day when i happened to see the messages in our convo thread deleted. i thought he deleted the thread, but it might be due to the app starting to auto delete it since it was in the blocked folder. i managed to restore it by unblocking him temporarily. yes, i still would like to read through the messages someday. but today, I'm feeling differently about him. much more anger.
Last updated on:2026-05-23T22:40:57+05:30
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the latter. i need it to exist for me since i know he's actively to forget everything (if it has not happened yet)
i kept old messages for YEARS because part of me was scared i’d forget the version of them that once loved me. the anger stage hit me later too and honestly it felt more real than the sadness.
i get why you restored it. sometimes deleting everything all at once feels way too final.
when you thought the messages were gone says a lot 😭 do you think you miss HIM right now or the comfort of having proof that it all happened