so, how long am I alone? 210 days? many people say that the life will chance after almost a year of a breakup. Mine didn't. It got worse. He's happier without me and it proved that's I'm not made for someone to love me and I was a poison in his life.
I tried to make myself busy at part-time job on a factory, not to be a lazy rotting burden, taking as many shifts as it lets students, but it haven't made things any better. I got more panic attacks to the point I'm scared to fall asleep. I cry almost everyday to the point I'm laying on the ground and can't breathe normally. I tried to find peace in God and prayer, but the father I go the more I realise it won't make anything better.
Last updated on:2026-06-07T03:12:12+05:30
Comments (6)
has the breakup started turning into something bigger where you're questioning your worth and whether anyone could love you at all?
i'm really glad you wrote this out. when i got to the point where i was scared to sleep and couldn't get through a day without breaking down, i needed more than time and distractions
im sorry girl❤️🩹
i had a breakup where everyone kept telling me "just wait, it'll get better," and when months passed and i still felt awful, i started believing there was something wrong with me. those panic attacks and crying on the floor sound so heavy to carry alone.
this too shall pass🫂
stay strong