I don't actually have anything more to say to or know from him. But the mental loop is still there, and I find it hard to close. Maybe it's now especially hard because he told me he cried over me. (i told him first: "I cried over you, a*****e, even when i was the one who initiated the breakup." he replied, "i cried more over you. a*****e".) because of that thing I said offhandedly to him that showed he was still hurt because of his reaction to it. and, oh, the mess all around those 9 days while we were in contact again.
Last updated on:2026-07-06T05:20:12+05:30
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do you think you're hoping for another conversation, or are you hoping the feelings from those 9 days will finally make sense?
i'm glad you blocked him again.
I also keep blocking her on and off. She ignores me on really important emergencies. Like really serious situations and yesterday I just wrote her to tell her I hated her for leaving me alone.
i've done the block, unblock, block cycle more times than i want to admit. every tiny sign they still cared pulled me right back in, even though i knew nothing had really changed.
I feel you. Give both of you time and be strong.