Am i finally accepting my breakup?
I started sharing my story here on April 24, when I was completely lost in heartbreak. Back then, every day felt unbearable. I was constantly checking her accounts, overthinking everything, begging si
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Why i decided to restart no contact after the breakup
Today feels different. Yesterday, I cried until my body hurt. I begged God to help me let go. I felt regret, anger, longing, and pain all at once. I thought I was back to zero again. But this mornin
Why do i still love her after breaking up?
Yesterday, I broke no contact again. I checked her, hoping I was already okay, hoping I would not feel anything anymore. At first I thought I was fine. Calm. Peaceful even. But after everything settle
Why no contact is hard but necessary for healing
No contact is hard at first, I won’t lie. I cried, I missed her, I kept wanting to check. But every time I didn’t act on it, I felt a little stronger. I realized it’s not about forgetting some
Why letting go feels so hard: my heartbreak journey
It’s been days since I stopped talking to her… since April 24. And I didn’t know it would feel like this. Every morning feels heavy. I wake up and the first thing I feel is the absence of her.
Why did she leave me for someone she just met?
I am dwelling on regret. I'll make the story simple. I stayed, I understand her more, I deeply loved her. I know I have flaws and she has too. I loved her that I make her my world, I gave up everythin
The struggle of going no contact after a breakup
Yesterday was really hard. I cried and cried, my stomach was upset. Even to cool down while showering my emotions have piled up and I burst into crying. And I accidentally touch another gadget, and my
One minute i'm fine, the next i'm in tears
I don't know why, but I just started crying. I showered to cool off but it makes me cry so much that I can't breathe. While my mom just started to play a music to help me but it just make me cry again
Finding comfort in friendship after a heartbreak
I can say that It somehow drifted my loneliness of thinking my ex all the time. It's really great seeing my classmate and a friend of mine today. We talked a lot of what happened to us these years. We
Why is going no contact so hard?
Listening to a music, a hearftful one music. It makes me cry. I'm really losing her. And I know I already loss her, I just can't accept it but I know of I need to let her go. She is my first GF and my