I sit here and think, I wonder if he is thinking about me, does he miss me, is he hurting, has he cried about us? He broke up with me but does he regret it? Will you text or call? Every single notification I hope it's from him then my heart breaks all over again. Does he want me back?
The questions are never ending and I know they never will be answered.
Last updated on:2026-04-30T04:47:40+05:30
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you’re waiting for him or more for the feeling of being chosen again
what hurts the most is everyone including his mom can't wrap their head around his reasoning. him just not wanting to work through an issue and just saying he's done.
refreshing my phone like crazy and every notification felt like it could be him. it’s exhausting living in those what ifs, i used to replay everything in my head nonstop
it really is the worse. I feel so pathetic sometimes. 😪
I completely understand the notifications. Every message I hope its from then, my heart skips, then it sinks when its not from them
I find if I let those questions pass through my mind, its a never ending spiral out of control. I try and redirect the questions towards me such as - How can I make my life better? What can I do in this moment to make me feel better? The more thoughts I have about them, the less energy I have for me. I need to pour that love into me. I hope this helps
thank you! it surely does. this is so fresh and I know in time I'll feel better but right now my life feels like it's falling apart. I will definitely take that into consideration with flipping it to me instead of him.