What if i changed for you?

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If I changed everything about me that you hated, would I still be the same person that you loved?

if I got rid of every imperfection and every sign that I wasn’t the same girl you fell in love with, would I still be me?

I wouldn’t.

I wouldn’t be the same person, and I don’t think you would have loved me.

My imperfections and my mistakes and my errors and my everything is what makes me, me.

Hurting you isn’t a part of it. But what I feel and what I express is. And I’m sorry that it ever hurt you.

I can’t be without you, but I know I have to. At least for this week, this month, this summer.

- 🩶

Last updated on:2026-05-13T19:26:03+05:30

Comments (4)

tearyeye
tearyeye 7 hrs ago

hi do you feel like they were asking you to grow in healthy ways, or were you slowly changing just to avoid losing them

infinitejax
infinitejax 3 hrs ago

he’s definitely asking for healthy change. and I never realized how much he needed until it was too late.

voiletflow
voiletflow 8 hrs ago

trying to shrink every part of myself to become “easier” to love and i ended up not recognizing myself anymore. the right person shouldn’t make you feel like your whole personality is the problem

infinitejax
infinitejax 8 hrs ago

i never felt this way before. i know what parts of me are the problem, but in the rejection heavy, abandonment ready mindset im in? my whole person might as well be the problem. i know he loves the right parts of me… just not the ones that hurt him.