Why does your silence hurt so much after a breakup?
i think about the things you’ve said to me when im crying on the phone, begging you for a single sign you miss me. telling me you hate seeing characters that remind you of me. that you sober up at
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Why do i still dream about you?
I dreamed that you were still next to me, arm around my waist, our cat nuzzled into my chest. I miss wisp. does she miss her mother? do you miss me?
If i knew you were leaving, would i have changed?
if i knew that spring would be the last time i saw you, would my heart have changed? would i have spent every day looking at you a little longer? straightening my spine and correcting my behavior ev
Why i’m reflecting on my breakup and what i want to change
this is a post reflecting on my behaviors, my actions, and my potential changes. feel free to comment asking for more context on what I did, my behaviors, and what I can improve on. Onward. I am t
What if i changed for you?
If I changed everything about me that you hated, would I still be the same person that you loved? if I got rid of every imperfection and every sign that I wasn’t the same girl you fell in love with
Why does fear haunt my heart after a breakup?
does your heart ever sit in a little locked box, scared of what might be? scared of what might come? i’m not here because my partner left. (but what if he does?) i’m here so i can stay away
Will my message get a response on may twentieth?
it’s dumb, isn’t it? to have a message scheduled for 12:02am (not 12:00, I can’t look desperate) on may twentieth, 2026. just a hi. but wondering if that’ll even get a response. three year
Why can't i let go of you?
it’s you; it’s always you. i’m so in love with you i don’t know what to do about it.
Why can't i let go of you?
changing, but for you. staying away, but for you. you said, ‘tboy hot girl summer’ and I pray, that doesn’t mean you embrace being single. because you’re not. you’re mine. you’re mine
Why does missing you hurt so much?
i miss you so much its a physical pain in my chest. every time i think about you my stomach gets rougher and rougher. i miss you so fucking much i can barely keep anything else down. i love you and i
Why am i still hopeful after our break?
hi, I’m new here. you can call me jax. my partner and I have been together for close to three years. Three years is actually going to be next week, funny enough. I don’t know what to do about all