Lil more than 3 weeks post break up and 11 days NC. I went out with my friends today to watch a movie (the like field cinema stuff) that I was literally raised on because my mom was obsessed with it and non of my girls saw it and for the first time since the break up I felt my sparkle totally being back. We were laughing, singing and at the end even dancing and it was amazing. I know that I won't feel like this everyday, at least not yet but to feel fully myself again is amazing. It gave me a lot of hope and my friends are helping me see that I deserve so much without even realising it, they make me feel so much better by just being my friends and accepting me and letting me be fully myself. I low-key don't want to go to sleep because I haven't smiled like that in a while and I just want to sit in my happiness but I have work tomorrow and it's late. Anyway - keep hoping, your sparkle will come back and you'll feel like yourself again. Surround yourself with good people and let them in.
Last updated on:2026-05-22T17:50:11+05:30
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the first night after my breakup where i laughed so hard with my friends that i forgot to check my phone for him. that tiny moment felt HUGE. your sparkle coming back is such a real feeling.
one thing that helped me was paying attention to those random good nights instead of chasing them every day. slowly they started happening more often and one day i realized i wasn’t surviving anymore, i was living again.
was there a moment tonight where you caught yourself not thinking about the breakup at all? those little accidental moments of peace used to surprise me the most.
this night it was caughting myself a few times thinking about it which was a suprise because I really didn't thought about it most of the night wich is amazing
mine is coming back, 🐌 slow. thanks for sharing