i stopped trying to force myself to be angry because it never worked. i just let myself be grateful for what was real, and accepted that loving someone doesn't always mean they belong in my life anymore.
thanking God for someone who later became the reason i cried every night. i couldn't make myself hate him either, i just had to love him from a distance until it hurt less.
Hi Doll- one of the things I struggle with during this time is accepting that the Lord loves him too. It feels so unfair that he has all of my love AND he’s deeply loved by the Lord. It sounds bad, I know- but it’s hard to leave the pain and betrayal in God’s hands sometimes because my mind wants him to understand my pain but my heart knows he’s also broken. I just remind myself that the Lord saw it all- He knows my tears and my sadness and whatever His plan is for his life and mine will be for the good eventually.
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i stopped trying to force myself to be angry because it never worked. i just let myself be grateful for what was real, and accepted that loving someone doesn't always mean they belong in my life anymore.
this is so gentle and so heartbreaking. 💔 did something happen that made you realize loving them from far away was the only choice left?
realizing that we weren't meant to be, nd thats okay
thanking God for someone who later became the reason i cried every night. i couldn't make myself hate him either, i just had to love him from a distance until it hurt less.
Hi Doll- one of the things I struggle with during this time is accepting that the Lord loves him too. It feels so unfair that he has all of my love AND he’s deeply loved by the Lord. It sounds bad, I know- but it’s hard to leave the pain and betrayal in God’s hands sometimes because my mind wants him to understand my pain but my heart knows he’s also broken. I just remind myself that the Lord saw it all- He knows my tears and my sadness and whatever His plan is for his life and mine will be for the good eventually.