the ammount of emotions i have constantly changing is really rough. one moment im ao angry angry she didnt choose me ans doesnt see my worth that i wasnt worth fighting for but the next moment im proud of myself proud for finally not accepting the bare minimum and saying its all or nothing. then choosing myself and sticking to it but then fear sets in .. the person ive loved for 5 years may suddenly just become a stranger and one day we will never speak again… i miss her and then i dont .. im so crazy
Last updated on:2026-09-21T10:33:12+05:30
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the emotional rollercoaster in those first few days is absolutely exhausting. i spent my second night pacing my kitchen going from furious to crying to feeling like a badass and then right back to terrified. you aren't crazy at all, your brain is just trying to process a massive shift after 5 whole years together