it has been been 6 days. ever since she had broken up with me life has just been downhill. my dad admitted to hospital. hearing a bunch of stuff from my mom and sister. all makes me so sad. we were doing long distance for 4 months and she had to move away because trump had taken away her status last year. she was 5 hours ahead of me. her last words to me were i love you. her reason for the break up was because she felt the distance was too hard for her and staying committed to me was too hard for. i was supposed to buy the plane ticket 2 days ago to come and see her in December. i begged for her not to block me, today she took me off her close friends and she deleted all the shared phot albums we had. deep down i still love and miss her and just wish things were different. i wish she we could talk things out again doing no contact is one of the most painful things i have done but she told me if i were to text her she would end up blocking me. i sat in my room last night reading the love book she made for me the letters holding all the stuffed animals even holding her hoodie she gave me. they say if it’s meant to be it will come back but not knowning when or if it will even come back is just so sad. i love you my sweet girl.
Last updated on:2026-10-20T05:12:41+05:30
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I know.. but you can do all of that for yourself!
god, six days and you're dealing with your dad being in the hospital too? đź’” i remember going through a breakup when everything else in my life was falling apart, and all i wanted was the one person i used to run to. i wish you didn't have to carry all this at once.
i know you still love her, and those letters, stuffed animals, and her hoodie must feel so hard to put down. when i was in this place, i stopped trying to figure out whether my ex would come back and just let myself get through each day, because waiting for an answer nearly broke me.
i fear that’s happening to me i just hope and pray we are able to talk it out because this pain i feel it feels too much for me
you read that love book she made for you, does it bring you more comfort remembering how much she loved you, or does it hurt more knowing things are different now?
it makes me so sad knowing there will not be more for me to read. i wanna remember the good times i wish she never had to leave.
That's really sweet the way you miss her. Sorry for your loss.
Can you both move in together?
that was our plan for the future, i am 20 years old 2nd year of college, and she is 19 and just working so she can find a education where she is. i told her once i am done with college i will come to you and we will figure everything out.
maybe she feels the same, maybe she is already devestated, but realistic. you don’t know.. but breaking up you love another is the hardest thing to do.. she asked you to have no contact.. and even it breaks you, you have the love to hear her and respect her wishes.. proud of you!
thank you. i wish she would have waited until December when i would have came to see her i just have this feeling that would have fixed so much lost time, i remember the day before she left i met her at the airport and the last photo of us together were both of us crying and hugging each other and the day before i was the one packing her 2 luggages for her just so she wouldn’t have to stress about it.
@BuzzFlick591 I feel you have so much love for her. what did she do to make you feel better in this situation? so you can handle the loss and distance?
@dutchie her talking her giving me advice her telling me never to give up was all i needed from her and just having her had me pushing. now my life feels so empty without her.