Hi so I saw this person when i was in 9th and I got attracted to this person and I proposed to him. he told me he will think about it. for about 2 years I was after him I had a lot of family issues which severely affected me when I was in 11th I went to hostel and everything just collapsed I lost his contact people were toxic my mind just got ruined and I got depression it took for 2 years for treatment for about 1 year I was in another relationship we broke up because he was only sexually attracted to me then when my 1st love messaged me I started getting hopes but he was only there for friendship but my feelings came back for him and 1 month before I realised he was my 1st love my genuine feelings was always for him but even now he don't have any feelings for me and now I'm tired I really wanna move on. I am a person with full honesty I never hid anything from him I told everything that happened in my life maybe it's my complicated life that's a problem I just wanna move on live my life without disturbing him I wanna focus on my life.how to stop thinking about him how to stop checking socials photos how to stop messaging him 🫠🫠ðŸ«
Last updated on:2026-10-22T20:57:25+05:30
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what's the solution for this pain
stop checking socials was deleting instagram and snapchat for a whole month so my fingers couldn't reflexively search for his name when anxiety hit
you think you can delete his chat history and unfollow him today so you stop giving pieces of your heart to someone who only wants friendship
feel this in my bones because carrying all that trauma from boarding school and toxic relationships while holding onto a high school crush is so exhausting. i spent years chasing someone who only offered friendship after i survived depression, and that constant reopening of the wound kept me stuck in the past