i’m on my day 4 rn, i still have the urge to text him to ask him anything but then remember i shouldn’t. when im all alone all i feel is sadness or agryness, does it go away? does it get easier? when i see him in real life all i want to do is go to him, and when we were together again it all felt the same, like nothing had changed. i hate that feeling because i think i cant let go
Last updated on:2025-09-03T01:03:28+05:30
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when you see him your body reacts before your mind can catch up. i had that too, it made it feel like nothing had changed even though everything had.
this is my exact feeling
day 4 felt like hell for me too. i couldn’t sit still every second i wanted to reach out. i hated how one smile from him made me forget all the shit he did. it felt like i was chained to him.
this is the feeling i literally have, i try my best to stay out of contact but it’s just so hard.
You are SO strong! I feel the same... Like I never might be able to let go. But I have decided to just love him from a distance now while also trying to love myself again...
i remember those first days, i kept wanting to make excuses to text. being around him made me feel safe even when i knew i shouldn’t. it’s so normal to feel like you can’t let go yet.
i did text him every time in the beginning, i remember that happy feeling when he replied to me, still miss that.
Proud of you
thankyouuuu