hey guys, so i’m on my day 7 rn and these they have been a rollercoaster. the other day i’m crying my eyes out the next day im okay like nothing happend. i am thinking that maybe it is time to accept that is isn’t gonna be as it was. and maybe i need to remind myself i am better off without him. it is really hard to admit it but i think its time i need to. all my friends say i deserve better and i don’t need to destroy myself, that i need to put myself as number one and not some dude who isn’t even ready for anything. today a stranger told me that love needs to come from both sides, and with my whole journey with him it never came from his side. i think im slowly getting okay! maybe i don’t need to be jumping so early but everyday i let a little piece and memory of him go. and im also reminded that crying is also a part of accepting it and letting go. gonna keep you guys updated! talking about my feelings here make me feel so much better
Last updated on:2025-09-09T06:10:04+05:30
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like you’re starting to notice the patterns and what didn’t work. day by day letting go of little pieces makes sense, it’s like your brain slowly catching up with reality.
reading this made me feel your progress, even the tiny bits. letting go in pieces is how i got through it too, crying and all. you’re doing something for yourself and it shows.
feeling that same mix, crying one second and feeling fine the next. it sucked realizing he wasn’t ever gonna meet me halfway, felt like i wasted so much time.
real
healing isn’t linear! take all the time you need!
yes thankyou
Thank you for sharing, hearing your comments gives me relief.