i’m supposed to be on my day 9 rn but i screwed up. last night i saw him while i was at the club and i pulled him for a chat. i asked why everything happened between us and why he can’t like me the way i like him. in the middle of our conversation he just left me standing there and he walked back to his friends. i really tried everything i could to get him back and it didn’t work. i cried my eyes out last night of how stupid i actually am and still keep trying. why is it so easy for him to do this to me and why can’t i see that i need to let him go. everyone and even his own friends are saying that i need to let go. but why is he like a sort of drug that i can’t get rid of? it’s destroying me and i want it to stop. i don’t wanna feel hurt anymore and i don’t even want to cry about him anymore
Last updated on:2025-09-09T03:26:02+05:30
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you’re caught between wanting answers and still hoping for him. your actions show how hard it is to break a pattern that feels like a fix even if it’s killing you inside
like every part of me was pulled to him even though he hurt me. it’s brutal, your body remembers him even when your brain knows he isn’t good for you
i’ve been there. begged, cried, stood there while he just walked off like i was air. it made me hate myself for caring so much and him for being able to do it so easily
my exact feeling
my exact feeling