my heart feels heavy
my heart feels heavy. every time I see him I cry. I loved him. we live together still, but agree to just be friends. he lives his life does his own thing mostly forgets I exist. comes home and goes to his room. we don't spend time together Anymore. he makes his food and on occasion makes me some. I feel mostly left out. one night I saw him I cried. I still love him. he gave me a hug said he was sorry he acts like he doesn't care. he says he does hes just been busy working. but when I asked him how's work he says he's with friends helping them with whatever so I feel completely avoided.
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does he know how much it’s affecting you still, or are you keeping it in to avoid another painful talk?
i stopped waiting for him to notice me. headphones in, out of the house more, making little plans that were just mine. it didn’t fix the heartbreak, but it gave me small moments where i felt like me again.
my ex when we were still under the same roof after breaking up. the way she just… moved on inside the same space broke me. like watching someone unlove you in real time. it messes with your head because you still hope, even when you know you shouldn’t. i remember crying in the bathroom just so she wouldn’t hear me.
i was in the same situation once. i stayed at his place for about a month and it wasn’t the best idea. i think it’s best to live separately because you both need room to breathe and seeing each other 24/7 is unhealthy. i learned from my mistake