When will this pain finally end?

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I've been no contact with my cheating ex for 200 days now and I still find it want to text him especially after a bad day, or just to hear him say I love you one more time and it hurts. when does the hurt stop hurting

Last updated on:2026-04-27T16:48:43+05:30

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GlimmerJet242
GlimmerJet242 2 days ago

is this the first time u have gon NC with that person? im almost at 199 days myself, but this is my 6th attempt and i feel the final attempt, i can not keep going back into that trap of repeated patterns of hurt and false promises, i even divorced him without his permission, i poured all that love into myself instead, i mean his still stalking me but im not going back to that ever again

invinible
invinible 3 days ago

when you want to text him, is it more about missing HIM or missing how he made you feel in those moments

Jeyjey
Jeyjey 3 days ago

yeah i swear why it's so easy for me to forgive him
i mean one "i love you" from him can fix my fucking heart

Ring4heart
Ring4heart 3 days ago

i was months into no contact too and still reaching for my phone on bad days like my body forgot he wasn’t safe for me. that “just one more i love you” feeling used to wreck me

SweetNinja924
SweetNinja924 3 days ago

when your addiction to him stops. their are just like drugs. your in withdrawal. take time for yourself.

JivePop375
JivePop375 3 days ago

You are in the thick of it. Healing takes time, more time than you'd expect. Love to you <3 You are enough without this person. You deserve love without infidelity and lies.

HexiWave815
HexiWave815 3 days ago

thank you im just going through a rough spot and want to text him so bad

letitgo_user
letitgo_user 3 days ago

It's totally okay, wanting to still text him. You have come this far, I am proud of you! Keep focusing on your heal and yourself don't break your progress really, you came this far for a reason. It will stop hurting enventually, as much as it does now.

HexiWave815
HexiWave815 3 days ago

thank you and I am for the most part taking care of myself I just hope the hurt stops soon I cant take it anymore 😔

letitgo_user
letitgo_user 3 days ago

@HexiWave815 We are all here for you! You doing an amazing job, lots of love for you 🩷🩷