Why am i still thinking about my narcissistic ex?

Oh you broke NC… sweetie…

how are you getting through the moments when it hits the hardest, like when you suddenly want to text them out of nowhere

i’m in the sam situation🥺 trying to stay strong

absolutely, my mind can't understand it, this demon clearly showed me he hated me, he envied me he was always in competition when all I did was love him and became super hateful then physically abusive

i was stuck in a trauma bond for way too long and breaking no contact felt impossible. the fact you’ve made it THIS far is huge, even if it still hurts like hell.

I'm restless and hurt and this person is probably living their best life!