the new guy and i have been on talking terms and are closer than ever, tho i can’t help but feel like he gives me signals that he might be a little interested or not at all. at times when we’re together, he offers me a hand and stuff and so far i haven’t seen him do that with other girls. then again, i’m reading too much into it? he’d still come and sit down to talk to me and doesn’t treat me any different even if i say miserable things at times. but there are moments when i feel like there’s a pit in my stomach. like when i thought that i didn’t communicate well then nothing happened because he doesn’t care. he has so many friends that i’m probably the last person on his mind. i feel a bit envious i guess? i feel like i’m only a friend to him just like everybody else and not a potential love interest. part of me wants to keep liking him until he’s gone away after the semester but part of me wants to stop because i’m too attached and it’s unhealthy. i’ve never felt strongly about anyone before. i actually want things to work with him but there’s no chance.
Last updated on:2026-05-30T17:34:12+05:30
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i once spent months turning every little gesture into hope because i liked him so much, and the uncertainty ended up hurting more than the crush itself 💔 that pit in your stomach sounds really familiar.
have you asked him for clarity?
no, because it will make things awkward